An Autobiography. Celestial jeweled trophy from semiotics synchronicity over name “Beau” Barry Louis Marx JR, creating a destructive environment of degradation plummeting to the depths of society. This book was released on a daily basis to media outlets trying to spark interest to illuminate plight to generate FAME credibility and find accomplices intent on changing planet. Follow the years from the early days of youth, severe head trauma blindsided by kid on bike after girls chased me to kiss me, the nightmare mob inflicted control and permanent marks. Through oblivious developmental phases when hacked to shrink to turn into well to bury and drill for power. Years in Texas where Family called hunted butchered, Red Dawn bulls charge at red. LSU years OMeGa where hacked into hell. The girls. The self-taught artist years where intelligence blossomed from spending tons of time in library. The bohemian days when friends provided safety net. The many horrible jobs and the many firings. The treks out west living the On the Road mentality losing self and possessions in the modern age. Living in cars and sleeping on couches. Whittled away family and friends until alienated and driven mad. The tortured years of barely being alive. Treks to Boulder, Glacier, Jackson Hole, Crested Butte, Asheville, Aspen before finally ending up in the zoo cage to hang on the wall and be eaten in Savannah. The many attempts to launch. Finally finding literary voice. Then medications handicapping talent and potential to cure the mad pissed off nature of wasted destroyed life. The books, the jobs, the tattoo’s, the business plans, the grand ideas, all culminating in a complex package history will judge unless erased to protect severe poor judgment treatment.